| 4th ; Nothing to do. |
[30 Sep 2009|01:55pm] |
I have no where to go.
I think I'm going to go lay in a park and enjoy the breeze.
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| 3rd ; Interesting is cutting it short. |
[16 Sep 2009|11:20pm] |
I don't know who is staying in the room next to me but they are ridiculously loud. As far as I'm concerned, there is only one form of banging that should be happening at this hour and it does not involve hammers or wands. That's coming out all wrong! You know what I meant though. I think it's past my bedtime though. One should not write journals after too much fresh air, free food or tall, dark drinks.
Tonight was interesting to say the least.
Hey dad - I'll agree to meet this half-sister. Just not too early and not to late.
Tomorrow (Today) I guess I start actually thinking about finding a job. Does a resume that includes jobs in the future on wireless programs that don't exist work? What about NEWTS or OWLS that the Ministry have no record of?
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| 2nd ; Theories on non-existance |
[11 Sep 2009|12:03am] |
What does it mean to not exist?
This is something that I've been trying to grapple for over a week now. I don't exist here and it feels like I'm just wasting time waiting for some miracle to take me back too where I belong. This isn't the sort of person I am though.
Life is not meant to be about waiting around. It's about grabbing the dragon by it's scales.
Everything was in order back where I was. I had my own place. I had a future. I had friends that I could go out with every night if I wanted and no one ever said anything. Mum and dad certainly didn't seem to pay it much mind. I had a big brother who was an annoyance.
I miss having a family. I miss feeling like I'm part of something instead of being stuck in this place where my family doesn't know me. My friends aren't alive or are still children. They wouldn't be able to go dancing or dinner.
To not exists means to see life for what it really is.
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| 1st ; What universe is this? |
[03 Sep 2009|07:23pm] |
My bedroom is an office! An office! I don't what is going on precisely but I paid my rent and I know that there should not be some stranger living in the flat.
I will have the landlords neck for this.
Also would someone please tell Gringotts who I am. They can't seem to find my vault. HOW DO GOBLINS LOSE AN ENTIRE VAULT? Where am I supposed to stay when thy can't give me my money? They won't even let me into my father's account.
I'm not an authorized person supposedly.
THIS IS COMPLETE BOLLOCKS AND I WANT A DRINK.
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